for a while now I’ve been listening to music less. playing my instrument less. being creative less. I almost feel guilty for losing a part of myself. for whatever reason, these past few hours I’ve been doing nothing but watching some videos I uploaded a few years ago. I want to be that person again. Maybe it’s because my mother isn’t around to listen to me play anymore. I’ll try to pick up piano again sometime next month. maybe.
change the direction of the train if you concentrate
no this is omg what NO
when I focus on the red it comes towards me and when I focus on the white it moves away from me
If I focus in the center, it’s two trains fusing with eachother